little thing that pissed me off.

i can stand, listening to the sound of people's munching food noisily.
i can stand, people who backstabb me (perhaps?)
i can stand, a night with no sleep at all.
i can stand, being hurt by the loved ones.
i can stand, being teased around by them although it hurts.


but i cant stand, dealing with people who has no sense of RESPONSIBILITIES. 




p/s : sekiranya anda tidak mampu memikul tanggungjawab, sila ke tepi. Anda hanya menyusahkan orang lain dalam kumpulan, Terima Kasih dan Jangan Datang Lagi.

three months backwards.

I don't know how to make lots of money
I got debts that I'm trying to pay
I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings
But that don't mean much anyway
I can't give you the house you've been dreaming
If I could I would build it alone
I'd be out there all day, just hammering away
Make us a place of our own

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you

Hye people. (suara gedik laju-laju?)

Okay, actually copying any lyrics and paste it on the blog is not my favourite things to do. Hwever, this song seems to be quite sweet (quite je, bukan so)

I heard from Kumin's Hp and i searched for the lyrics. actually it is a guy-dedicates-to-girl song. But then , i cant help to like the song. Oh, i only heard it once. So, people lets google for a song tittled - Write You A Song By Plain White T's.

Back to my main objective here. Mari-mari.

As you guys would ever concerned, i have around 16000+ text msgs in my Hp. (sumpah budak pemalas delete msg.) The Msgs werent that important. It is just me who likes to keep everything. It  is fun to read again our crappy conversations. I miss sms-ing with Esya ecspecially on the last semester break. =)

And suddenly, ive came up with the idea of finding the 1st msg , the friend sent to me. Actually it is just a forwarded msg. (sedih kannnn?) But then, i still keep it. Even celcom-reload msg  is also  here in my phone. (Kenangan katanya) It took almost an hour to search for that msg. Gila psycho kau Mkay. Haha.

I was so freaked out when my phone went off suddenly like it always did. I screamed. (Penat wooo tekan button down* lama-lama) Luckily, Kumin was being so kind by helping me out. :)

Thanks yeaw Makcik. But then she cant do it anymore. So i replace her again (bapak banyak msg kau Mkayyyyy, bila nak delete?)

and theeeeeeeeeeeeeen, i found the one i was searching for. The date was : 24th Sept 2009. Ouh, it has been around 3months. the sad part is, we has never ever ever ever ever ever had a proper conversation in real life. Pathethic siakkkkkkkkkkk. Lantak lah. What type of friend is that?

Mutual friend (like facebook always said) or virtual friend (like myspace always said) or whatever friend is that. Thanks okeyyy. Eventhough it was short, it did made my day.

So, to everyone, you are welcomed to text me whenever you are free. You can still  see the msg in ten years from now. Bcause, im not a delete-er. :))

tadi kawan baik aku tanya,

"kenapa kau suka dia Mkay?"

aku jawab,

"obviously aku bodoh"

I should faint on the Floor.

Heyho People. Mari isi journal Hari Selala - oppps Selasa Mkay.

Pagi - Lipat Baju & tidur sehingga pukul 10.50 pg
11 pagi - Kelas Fim (tiba-tiba macam tak ngantuk dalam kelas ni tadi)

Petang around 5.30 pm+  - Busy bergambar dengan StudioMate. Mahu lihat Hasil? Nanti aku tempelkan.

Jika Jumpa Mereka Bertiga - Sila Senyum Lebar.

Sepatutnya Kumin bergambar berdua dengan LELAKI DI BELAKANG ITU. (nama lelaki itu Hanis - opps terbagi tahu)

Pengapit Bos dua-dua lidah terjelir. Bos dia tak ajar okey! Kuli Kumin & Kuli Ben

Lepas sebuk2 bercamwhore dengan studiomate, Wanita : Mkay,Kumin,Laila,Anyss,Naqiah

menggerakkan punggung mereka menuju ke OLDTOWN JAYAONE. mula-mula penat sangat nak pergi. Tapi Razeeee buat suara sayu. Maka Mkay kasihan. Maka Mkay pergi walaupun nak pengsan.

Muka Budak Tak Pandai Lintas Jalan. Kuli Kumin & Kuli Anyss

Lalu, Kami berborak sehingga jam menunjukkan hampir pukul 8 malam. Maaf ye. Begini Jadinya jika budak terencat berkumpul.

Muka Bos Masam Sebab Dua-Dua Kuli Busuk! haha. Kuli Naqiah & Kuli Kumin

Kuli Kumin masam sebab Air dia masam. Bos nak buat peace tapi Kuli Laila tak pandai amik gambar.

Bos tengah berbincang dengan Kuli yang baru diimport dari Bangi-Ladesh. Kuli Razee nama dia.

Gembira sakan Kuli-Kuli Bos. sebab bukan Bos yang belanja. Kuli Cicak,Kuli Anyss,Kuli Naqiah, Kuli Kumin

Maka dengan ini, Bos ingin meminta maaf kerana pulang lewat, solat pun lewat. Tapi nasib baik sempat :)

Kita akhiri pertemuan ini dengan Roti Telur Kuli Kumin yang bergegar sehingga menimbulkan sifat ingin tahu semua pihak.

(nak tahu apa maksudnya - cuba order sendiri di OLDTOWN sahaja sbb buat kat rumah x jadi)

sekian.

p/s : Bos Mkay Memang Suka Faymeskan Kuli-Kuli Dia.
Siapa Nak perkhidmatan , Sila beri panggilan

geeks on the road.

update ringkas sebelum tulisan penuh.

Malam Jumaat - MC untuk Pertandingan Forum Anjuran MAPPIN.

Siang Sabtu - Berjumpa rakan-rakan PLKN MANTIN di KFC seksyen 8

Malam Sabtu - Meroyan sebab Saved Messages hilang.

Siang Ahad - bersiar-siar di yayasan Restu, shah alam.  dan buat contact lens baru. POWER gua dh meningkat berkali-kali ganda :(

Malam Ahad - memekik di studio, meninggalkan manusia itu tercengang-cengang.

Siang Isnin - Bergedik-gedik depan kamera bersama classmate BI semester lepas. dan terserempak manusia itu dan berlagak sombong (padahal dalam hati, sumpah nak tegur)

ape eh nama taman ni? kat shah alammmm.

kami berempat kesana kemari.

boleh join kelab Mak-Mak.

akibat melihat garis & scale ruler. aku dah boleh jadi power rangers

semua muka tak boleh blahhhh :) ily guys.

sekian dulu. saya akan teruskan dengan entry berwawasan pada lain masa.

mintak maaf kerana selalu beremosi tak boleh blah.

aku memang penipu.

aku tak pernah benci.

aku suka ada lah.

single appreciation.

okay. im sorry for being emotional.
i got too screwed up thinking of my life maybe.

i am sucks in drawing. im sucks in my studies.
i have no talent. i dont know what i should do next.
and because of these stupid stupid reasons, i got crazy and could easily burst into tears.


suddenly, the friend asked.
i thought the friend wouldnt care enough. luckily im wrong.
maybe, the friend was just being nice? and im again being too stupid to believe the friend.

*tiba-tiba twitter hang -katanya banyak sangat tweeets. OMG AKU NAK KERJA KAT TWITEEEEER.

kalau kau semua ini kawan aku, korang akan tahu betapa aku menghargai setiap benda. Terutamanya , gambar dan message. Hp aku ni dah penuh sangat dengan gambar & message. Walaupun semuanya merapu2. Tapi aku sayang. Aku sayang sangat nak delete.

Walaupun kau reply "ok" itu pun aku biarkan dalam inbox. Bukan Malas. Tapi sengaja. Jika aku tak ada kerja. Aku bukak balik satu persatu message itu dan lihat kembali.

Apa agaknya yang telah kita bualkan. Menarik.

Ini lagilah saved items aku. Sangat aku jaga benda itu tau. Semua nya ada makna. Bukan senang nak dapat reply yang panjang dari kawan aku tu.

Aku benci keadaan aku bila aku dah terlalu lemas. Lemas dalam pemikiran aku terhadap 'kau seni aku'

i hate myself when i like you. mudah kan? Ya allah, semoga aku berjaya melepasi semua ujian dunia kau.

aku nak balik JB, tertekan hidup di sini. Tengok kawan itu pakai baju hitam pun aku rasa sedih. Tengok kawan itu tekun buat kerja pun aku rasa sedih. Tengok msg pendek2 pun aku rasa sedih. Tengok GC penuh smudges pun aku rasa sedih.Tengok kawan itu dari jauh pun rasa sedih. Tengok betapa aku dah missed peluang stay up bersama rakan-rakan di studio pun aku rasa sedih. Tengok aku melepaskan peluang dengar Hazman nyanyi lagu Tanpa pun aku rasa sedih.

aku letak gambar ini mesti akan menimbulkan spekulasi terhadap kawan2 aku. tak, tak. gambar ini aku saja je  letak.

i need to refresh myself up.